I can totally relate from the vibes not being right and the impeding impetus of finding how I could get off my ass and **do** something, and to feel that validation of being needed and having purpose. ur substack is saur good
Girl i am familiar with the feeling lol the only thing i can say is indulge. Whatever it is, whatever you want to do, just indulge yourself in it. It doesnt have to be grand or intellectual or life changing. In the words of Shia Labeouf: JUST DO IT !!!!! it doesnt matter if u drop the thing in a couple of days, or find another interesting thing to latch onto, just INDULGE !!! Nothing can go wrong with spoiling yourself especially in days like this. Just try everything. i enjoyed ur ramble so no need to apologize. I like it raw HSJSKSK☠️ All my luv 💖💖💖💖
omg i just finished reading this im surprised by hm you know my desk wtf ???????' ANYWAYS I LOVE U ! and i feel u when u say u nned to be in the right zone, thats how i feel towards painting ! ituloy mo yung book review or if u feel daring enough, review a painting and just describe what it makes u feel !
even your unedited rambling sounds so sophisticated and well-thought out holy shit makapagbasa na rin nga ng libro charot.
i rly get the part where u said you're used to working your life around others. i found na im my most motivated when it's for 'other people.' like getting up everyday to go to work because 'other people' need me. or studying japanese so that 'other people' can understand me. and i find myself questioning constantly whether this motivation is 'authentic' or if i'm just driven by guilt and anxiety. but whatever works, works i guess?????
go decorate ur space ma <3 even if it doesn't work in motivating you to write or research or edit your resume it really helps to be a little delulu and squeeze the most amount of satisfaction of getting something done. and you also get to have a prettier space !!ily !!!
its time to read more books 2023 chaR. i would say we r just naturally inclined to do "service...?". its time to be delulu truly and to decorate my space 🥺 me on IKEA rn:
I can totally relate from the vibes not being right and the impeding impetus of finding how I could get off my ass and **do** something, and to feel that validation of being needed and having purpose. ur substack is saur good
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Girl i am familiar with the feeling lol the only thing i can say is indulge. Whatever it is, whatever you want to do, just indulge yourself in it. It doesnt have to be grand or intellectual or life changing. In the words of Shia Labeouf: JUST DO IT !!!!! it doesnt matter if u drop the thing in a couple of days, or find another interesting thing to latch onto, just INDULGE !!! Nothing can go wrong with spoiling yourself especially in days like this. Just try everything. i enjoyed ur ramble so no need to apologize. I like it raw HSJSKSK☠️ All my luv 💖💖💖💖
🥺🥺🥺 Time to heed Shia Labeouf's ADVICE!! Mwa thank u for liking it raw 😳
omg i just finished reading this im surprised by hm you know my desk wtf ???????' ANYWAYS I LOVE U ! and i feel u when u say u nned to be in the right zone, thats how i feel towards painting ! ituloy mo yung book review or if u feel daring enough, review a painting and just describe what it makes u feel !
u havent changed ur decoration in three yrs HSHSH
even your unedited rambling sounds so sophisticated and well-thought out holy shit makapagbasa na rin nga ng libro charot.
i rly get the part where u said you're used to working your life around others. i found na im my most motivated when it's for 'other people.' like getting up everyday to go to work because 'other people' need me. or studying japanese so that 'other people' can understand me. and i find myself questioning constantly whether this motivation is 'authentic' or if i'm just driven by guilt and anxiety. but whatever works, works i guess?????
go decorate ur space ma <3 even if it doesn't work in motivating you to write or research or edit your resume it really helps to be a little delulu and squeeze the most amount of satisfaction of getting something done. and you also get to have a prettier space !!ily !!!
its time to read more books 2023 chaR. i would say we r just naturally inclined to do "service...?". its time to be delulu truly and to decorate my space 🥺 me on IKEA rn:
send pics